Ever felt pointless?

August 22, 2006 at 2:49 pm (Personal Frustration)

I hope other people feel this. Some days I just feel so damn pointless, I can’t get on with work, my brain is doing 100mph and I keep thinking about more important things.

Y’know, as you’re sitting there in work some people are being forced into sex, starving to death and worse. I feel so bad and feel helpless about it – like there’s nothing you can do? I could go and volunteer, except it’s about £2000 to PAY to volunteer, then covering bills and rent whilst away. That’s that one out of the window!

I sometimes think that rich people are designed to and destined to have better things, being rich allows you to buy yourself a way to help people – i mean really help, not donate £5 a month or walk dogs on a saturday afternoon – and even buy a way out of this fucking rat race.

I hadn’t intended for this to turn into a rant based on financial gain. In fact, I’m trying to cut down on the rants and just have regular posts – I get far too carried away with myself sometimes.

Basically, what I was wondering is if other people feel this? Luckily due to the materialistic brainwashing of this age I quickly forget about such matters and start counting down the days until the new XBOX 360 game comes out. I hate feeling brainwashed :(

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